i want to be the kind of person who gets up early in the morning just to take a walk. or do yoga. or read. i want to be one of those people who see beauty more often than not and are able to capture it in some way or another. i want to enjoy food again. i want to make time to think, to pray, to meditate. i feel like i don't have the time, the space or the energy right now to be who i want to be. to do what i want to do. specially the energy. days go by sin avisar. y siempre hay algo to look forward to. y quiero que pase el tiempo rápido rápido rápido. i want to reach another milestone, and another, and another. y que los días pasen sin avisar. i saw the future on Friday. and it looked AMAZING. i want more of that.