it's been over a month since we are here and although we're comfortable, i need a home. a place to decorate and arrange furniture (that we don't have yet). a place where we can paint without me being scared of kian running off and getting the walls dirty.
we're probably not going to have it for another few weeks (hopefully not months!) so i can just keep on daydreaming about it...

speaking of daydreams when we were at the beach a couple of days ago every time i saw a little girl running around i pictured k and k playing at the beach together. i know it's going to happen... i can't wait!

it's funny how i get so nervous talking in public (even (or specially) when i know most people in the audience) but i don't get nervous at all during job interviews. tomorrow i have another one. the sixth one so far (i think). i turned down a couple of jobs. i know that something better is out there... something that will make me happy.

i cut my hair today. for the first time in years, it's shoulder length. i feel about 2 kilos lighter.