i don't make friends easily. i don't chit-chat about the weather and the weekend with friends. and i'm used to having a lot of acquaintances (first time i ever use that word) but only a few friends. and going from A to B takes a long time. so going back from B to A should take a long time. and it has actually, so i'm not surprised.
la mayoría del tiempo se me olvida, pero esos segundos en que me acuerdo, debo reconocer que me emputa. o quizás no me emputa tanto a esta altura. creo que me duele un poco más de lo que me emputa. y haberlo verbalizado didn't help tampoco. pero i keep repeating WHATEVER... because i don't care anymore. i don't have the time or energy to care. and i think there are more important things than fake friendships to care for. the thing is... this hasn't happened to me before, so i'm learning how to deal with it. and it might sound so exagerado pero that's the way it is right now. trying to adjust to being back to A.
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sorry joon, breaking a friendship is the hardest thing in the world...
creo que algunas veces las personas se vuelven estupidas, es asi de sencillo... bueno, para las otras personas, para el estupido, esta dedicado a la empresa mas importante de su vida y no se da cuenta de sus estupideces. bueno, reconozco que puedo ser muy pesimista but seriously... seriously... y es una lastima porque regresar a B puede ser aun mas dificil que llegar ahi in the first place.
Solo lo digo porque he sido estupida.